Condemnation rains down from all sides
I have done the unspeakable
Friends and family are falling away
I am alone again
The world tells me who I am
I am rejected
Who would care if I never woke up?
I am slipping away
No one can help me now
I am leaving this place
A still small voice cries out to me
I am listening
By Christ’s blood my sin is gone
I am forgiven
Composition Date: July 11th, 2009
I very much felt this way for much of my life until I found God again. Hopelessness gave way to hope and redemption.